Shanghai Trip Reflections
Here are some thoughts from the Shanghai trip I would share with my sisters:
1, We are sent primarily as an instrument to pray.
On the very 1st day after arrival, about 30 of us encountered an incident of two men fighting and quarreling while we had dinner in a small restaurant. At that point of time, I felt very sympathetic for the men, and God compelled me to pray quietly in heart for the people involved. Through the whole trip, there are many times when I saw people living in poor conditions or with misery and indifference in their hearts. I realized that God wanted to use me as a vessel: use my eyes to see, my ears to hear, and my spirit to pray as I see and hear. This is a mission more important than the service-learning projects.
2, Daily devotion keeps us close to the Lord.
For the first four nights of the camp, we lived in hotel. The 5 Christians in my group spent about half and hour every morning to worship the Lord and pray in the hotel room. I also spent quite some time every night before Scene Che (my group leader who shared the same hotel room with me) came back from debriefing to read the 40-day-fast-n-prayer guidebook, read the Bible, and pray aloud. As I prayed, I indeed felt that He was right there with me in the room, and in every thing I do. I felt very encouraged and secured. However, in the last two days, we shifted to live in a school hostel, and shared rooms with our Shanghai friends. We couldn’t really do our morning worship and quiet time freely then. Although I knew that God is still with me, but I did feel distant from Him and even less dependent on Him.
3, Keep the Vision in mind.
Interacting with new friends has been something I was least confident in. Before, I would feel very unnatural to start talking to people unless necessary. I think something Scene Che said when we started an “angel game” (in which each Touch volunteer was to be the angel of on Shanghai volunteer without the latter knowing who the angel really was, and to give encouraging message or small gifts to the Shanghai volunteer secretly to bless him) encouraged me a lot: to think of the Shanghai volunteers assigned to you as the people you want to disciple. It changed my mindset. The purpose of making friends is not only making friends, but to create a channel to give and bless the people. Giving is the goal and the posture we take. With this driving force in mind, I would naturally want to draw close to the new friends, to know more about them and to let them know more about me.
4, We are very different!
The Shanghai friends were very impressed by our passion, kindness, selflessness and the attitude towards our work. We may not even realize how much our lives have been transformed, but once God starts to use us, we would see how greatly He has been at work in us. So I would encourage all of us to keep running for God, for He does reward all those who seek Him in order to testify His glory.
Love,
Yang Chen
